THE AGE OF 18

I surely have no idea about life after 18, but I surely know about the the life till 18.

I at times wonder a lot about being 18 and above. A lot of people shared with me that once you start adulting you will feel like you are missing something.

I never gave it a thought because I am just an 18 year old, like I don't even know what it is to be 18.

Teenagers life is the most complex phase of the life that everyone is supposed to pass through. You will be facing such a life that you will start discovering your fears, know your strengths, name your weaknesses, you will be learning to accept changes, physical and mental.

And the most interesting thing about teenage is that you will experience first love, and may be also the first breakup. And this circumstance will either fix you or screw you. Something about being in love at an early age is that you will experience the most beautiful and the most worst thing on an equal probability. It might be for the better self if you would never define love. Because this generation, that is us are back of defining things instead living them. I at times feel that we have ruined the feeling of love and relationship. 

I have been going to the park (something more like a walkers park) near my home these days and trust me I found a variety of emotions among people and kids over there. I think I can even say that, the kids playing in the park reminded me to be more open about feelings and emotions. I saw a girl smiling so purely that I was zoned out and smiled to myself looking at that girl.

In search of which is not worthy, we forgot what is the true beauty. 

Everything we are doing, we are allocating time space and making things happen worse. 

Instead of facing fears, we are trying to escape them by giving up on them. 

Instead of enjoying every minute like the last minute, we are suffocating ourself by entering into wrong assumptions.

I  will pass a statement for which I will never be guilty about, 

"We millennials started feeling missing things even before being 18, because we stopped expressing to people in live and started living a digital life!" 

Its a fact! PERIOD. And I blame social media for this may be...

What have we been missing? 

That smile, that pure and whole heartedly smiling smile.!

The smile with no burdens behind it.

The smile with no pain hidden in it.

The smile which is not vague and 

the smile which is meant to be lived!!

Before its too late and before you are left with the weary and tired thoughts of you, 

Go to the mirror, Look at yourself and smile!!!

LIFESTYLE

 And then we are all fucked up people!

Do you not think so?

Because, life without F is only a LIE!

Everybody we meet, share their experiences and life trauma things to not let the other person fall in the same thing that he or she has faced earlier. But, do you really think that works out? No!

A person will have to realise his true value himself. Why should someone remind you that you are a worthy person when your past experiences and your strength in facing them proves you who you really are? You are someone who are capable of solving things alone and with atmost audacity and yet here you are craving for strength from others and judging yourself as a weaker person. 

Yes, life might be messed up and may be you might be the reason for that mess. But, when you know its you who created the mess, don't you think you are capable of clearing the mess too?

The story of your life is lived by you and of course, at times you surely need people who support you, but that support is something like listening to you. Make your people listen to you. It works out when you make people listen to you than you asking for their help. It gives you a very different strength to work hard and be brave further because you took no one's help except you. 

In the end, in the dark, its you who have to give yourself a shoulder to cry!

And once you start underestimating yourself for something that happened to teach you a life for a lifetime, it means that you disrespect your birth. It is completely fine if you think your life is really not the way you think and it is also fine if you want to spend time alone to find out where it went wrong, but it is wrong if you judge yourself as a fucked up individual.  

Let the messed up things define you for what you are capable of doing. 

Let that dirty water be cleared by you, even if it takes ages.

Let those deep drowned thoughts of you be lost like the waves of the oceans.

Let the F in your liFe be bossy for the lies that deserved a better judgment.

In the end, it is you who can help yourself to be a better person! A better person will be out when you let go things that burden you. YOU KNOW WHAT BURDENS YOU!!!!

For the question why your life is messed, and how to solve that, YOU ARE THE ONLY ANSWER.

La Familia

What is family to you?

My strength and my whole world. 

Well, practically this is what we generally say when someone asks us. This time I took a step to tell the truth...

My family is not a strength to me. Family is my weakness. A weakness that I never want to make it strength and a weakness that I never want to overcome.

Weakness is not something that weakens you but something that reminds you to fight and to be brave enough to face the consequences with them.  It is something that enlightens you to make a way and lead happiness. The practical meaning of it might be disadvantage but think it yourself you always try a way to overcome your weakness and to make yourself happy, you try different things, as simple as that.

You may fight with your family, but in the end they are the only bond that can never be broken. You might have broken their heart or they might have broken yours  but trust me you will be forgiven and you can forgive too. Things might break you, circumstances might change you, family can misunderstand you and yet you choose to stay strong because you believe in the hope and the bond that you have been carrying with your family since your birth. 

They are surely the one who keep us motivating to work harder than ever. And, may be not all would agree with me or might even start judging me for what I said about Family being weakness. But, I believe no one can change what I feel and in different persecptives, there are different meanings for words.

Be it weakness or strength, Family is the reason we live to work harder than ever.