LOSER OF LOVE

 What does it feel to be like a loser of love?

Love which is between two best friends, a mother and her child, two persons and anything! In this world which is cruel and which always want to lend you pain and agony, you still try to love everything that is around you. And even after you try to love everything with you being broken inside why do you want the same cruel world to tell you that you are strong? Aren't your actions and thoughts enough?

This world doesn't change, darling! It gives you pain every time you choose to suffer and comeback. It takes the lenience of your mental health and will make you  lose all the hope that you built very hard.

Why, are you so scared of being strong? To prove love, to this emotionless world is to insult love! In this whole process of proving and loving your surroundings and people, did you realise that you are actually supposed to begin love from you!? 

Though a circle appears it has no end points, it begins at a particular start point. Similarly, to lend love, strength, hope and faith it should all begin from certain point called, YOU! and then end with other people!

In the process of making people happy, you would have to hear mean words which you never dreamt of hearing, you would have to face presumptions made on you, you would have to deal with a lot of courage and yet in the hard times you stand to chose with that person because you believe in love and hope! And that belief in love and hope will create a lot of damage in your self love leading to self blame.

You then feel like loser of love! That love that built you and help you build others and that love that gave rise to hope amidst the darkness that drowned you! You start blaming yourself for the consequences that are happening around and you start naming your emotion as guilt. A wave of depression hits you hard and slowly it takes away the most important and beautiful feeling you had been trying to carry, Peace.

That guilt which is now being injected in you like slow poison and that guilt that is making you sob when you are alone reminding you the helpless stage you are in.

How do you carry the guilt of being helpless to someone who means the world to you?

You do not carry that guilt, you start living it. You start punishing yourself, you decide to stay away from people, you start to live lonely, suffer alone, and eventually make yourself a person who would be a living monster with no emotions. 

Hey you, do you think suffering will help you heal? Do you really think feeling guilty would make you strong? Will it be a real thing if you give up on other things just because you are broken by love? Will you be able to live life that you always dreamt about by being a loser of love?

You deserve a lot better than you really think! GO LOOK AT THE MIRROR and think about all the scars you buried inside your heart only to pretend you are strong and lend the strength. Reveal the weakness to lend you the answers! LET GO OFF PEOPLE FOR ATLEAST ONCE! THINK OF YOUR TINY HEART WITH HUGE BURDENS! YOU DESERVE SELF LOVE TO WIN LOVE! 

Stop being the loser of love

To prove yourself the best of above

For once now,

think of the only one you owe!!!